DEC 9TH 2012... RIP SECI
on 9th of dec 2012 little upset today........caz failed in solar power exam....this is not first time but still it makes a little difference because sometimes ur failures will make u hard to believe and hard to digest when i was failed my first competitive exam........my god! (feel like RIP myself) its like deep sorrow.....after that it becomes habituated.....( failures are more than success) and few occasions i was afraid of getting a job then.............everything got set afterwards "few more days may be wanted to get a exam" this is my feeling when i was at the outside of examination hall caz i just feel my preparation would made me unsecured....may be but pass or fail in exam will not made any difference to me.....because am not intended for that......... but as am thinking sometimes........there may be a other reason which would make me affected when i was in the examination hall of this exam..... finally............